purposeful

i am inspired by people who live their lives with a purpose. i hate to do anything aimlessly. i need a target. i want a goal. they give me the drive and power to live. although my efforts may be wasted in the end, i love the feeling of being alive again. i want to keep myself busy, constantly on my toes. i need that strength. i dont want to waste my time going in circles to search for the answer i am looking for. i want and need a purpose in life.